Posted here in October or November I think, but the post got deleted when 1 month of the site's data got lost. Health has worsened a bit- had blood come out of my belly button back in december, have lots of systemic fatigue/pains, and have new triggers for insane abdominal distension- showering, wearing a t-shirt and taking a dump. The good thing is that I've found some good (so far, i think) people to work with and should be able to get over this in the next several months, at which point I'll resume this journal.