10/19/2018felt great, ate great (lots of bananas & veggies, also some grilled chicken)
except for my right big toe freaking out mid-day. bottom of right big toe feels so weird. just happened out of nowhere (walking around barefoot outside etc). this has happened several times, i don't get it.
10/20/20187 (sub5) + 5 (sub3) = 12 of 50, 38 to go!race day!
felt really good but got like ~4 hours sleep. just a rough sleep.
felt really hot at the race .. absolutely drenched midway through.
big toe bugging.. so fu*king annoying.

diet:
- ate very clean
- tons of cauliflower 3 hours before my evening session
- 5 bananas + oj before bed
06:45 AM: warmup + race: Pumpkin Dash 5k (4k lol): 2nd OA-
https://my3.raceresult.com/110718/?lang=en#1_22DCB0-
https://www.strava.com/activities/1915968868-
https://www.endomondo.com/users/26420622/workouts/1217627781haven't been having as much fun lately in 5k races.. just don't like 5:XX pace. i'm a weirdo.
I also didn't battle for #1 once the guy passed me at ~2 miles. that's not good though. I mean I was "jogging" at that point.
i'm kinda tired of the heat too lately.
definitely didn't push myself much at all in this race, which could be annoying or not.. i mean, in the first mile, all I could think about was "slow down, ok stay here". just *yawn* worthy.
i get into this jog mode and I don't snap out of it.
i dno.
anyway.. dude ran smart. he tried hanging with me first ~half of the first mile but he backed off bigtime, had ~20s+ or so on him probably around 1.5 mi .. he started closing then though as I slowed, and caught me, then passed me.he was doing all of these sprint drills prior to the race.. in my head i was lol'n because i knew that he'd get toasted in the first mile, even though it wasn't anything too fast. but he had good endurance/strength and ran smart, props.
i guess deep down i was hoping he'd just break, so i could just jog it out and relax while running near the beach. was quite scenic fwiw.



short course - they probably set it up wrong. easy/safe first mile, started slowing down, got passed around mile 2. was on pace for ~17:5X-ish. HR way too high, felt hot.
need to take a nap asap. sleep sucked last night.
plan to hit it hard tonight.
08:30 PM: workout: beat up, but got a 4:57 (3rd sub5 this week) :: mod speed (grass, spikes, pitch dark): {4:57 mi, 1km split = 3:04}-
https://www.strava.com/activities/1917424662-
https://www.endomondo.com/users/26420622/workouts/1217888187-
https://connect.garmin.com/modern/activity/3104389640- mile: 4:57
- pretty evenly paced.. solid.
felt great warming up but, started feeling it when I started tackling the mile, turned out to be pretty rough. got it done though.

