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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: a fast and explosive donkey!
« on: August 10, 2014, 12:26:43 pm »
bailed on the race yesterday because i have two sets of close friends in town from very far away. i don't get to see any of them more than once or twice a year, and in the long arc of my life i'm much more likely to be happy because of relationships i have and nurture than because i ran a race that isn't even central to my main training goal.
i feel a twinge of guilt and shame about skipping the race and any other kind of training from friday through today (sunday). but then i get mad at myself for feeling ashamed. will train extra hard this week to make up for it, especially as next week is beach week with the fam, and all exercise will consist of tennis, swimming, biking, maybe kayaking, and maybe running with my mom (i.e., slowly).
i feel a twinge of guilt and shame about skipping the race and any other kind of training from friday through today (sunday). but then i get mad at myself for feeling ashamed. will train extra hard this week to make up for it, especially as next week is beach week with the fam, and all exercise will consist of tennis, swimming, biking, maybe kayaking, and maybe running with my mom (i.e., slowly).
