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Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: a fast and explosive donkey!
« on: July 21, 2020, 11:11:54 pm »i do like the idea of being on the move for a while, seeing different places, living unconventionally. of course covid has put the kibosh on that for the immediate future but it'd be cool to be able to travel around, working for a month at a stretch and then exploring, volunteering, learning new stuff just for the hell of it. i wouldn't be working in the field i'm in without some sense of wanderlust.
ah nice. yea i can see how it would be exciting/fun. even though i usually run the same paths, i love running in new places.. but then i love coming back home to the same spot. hah. i'm nomad by foot, but not by car/plane etc. if i didn't have dogs, i'd run up the east coast or something. thought about it several times. stuff like that gets my mind wandering.
absolutely sucks that it's not really feasible right now, or for the next year or so.
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but not forever, and i genuinely don't know if she'd ever be happy really making a home somewhere, which is something i know i want.
tbh the last time she and i talked, it felt like we're pulling apart, that the physical separation is confirming that breaking up was really inevitable. i don't want to feel that way, or to feel like she feels that way, but there it is. idk, maybe i'm just feeling morose and lonely up here in my childhood bedroom.
damn.
- run 18.02 km in 1:41:42
brutally hot, hardest run i've done in a long time despite also being the slowest (5:39 average pace). T+DI 170 (98F/36.7C temp, dew point 72/22.2). by the time i got home i'd overheated to the point where i was breathing hard and had to ice my neck and chug cold water, and i feel slightly out of it. i pushed too hard today. should have dialed the target distance back given the conditions. not dizzy or faint and i wasn't getting chills or anything, but very fatigued and slightly out of it. lesson learned.
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ETA: 5:39, adjusted for T+DI, equates to 5:14 pace. perfectly alright for a long run.
regarding the heavy breathing thing, sounds like you pushed just a bit too far beyond the extreme fatigue sweet spot, into the danger zone.
without the heavy breathing symptom, that fatigue + chugging a gallon of cold water can make you feel so good the next day.
. It's been a turbulent year and a half life-wise. Obviously covid-19 has been totally disruptive to everything, and I've had a bunch of other demands on top of that: two kids now, terrible first job out of PhD, better second job but required a relocation (luckily we just moved in time before Covid shut down everything for the first time in Victoria, Aus). 
