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Havent weighed myself in a while (maybe 2 weeks?). But i think the scale will read 85kg or more. I am ok with it, strangely. But i cant let myself gain weight r/n. Will just train hard by running and jumping (i mean dunking PRishly at this weight) and let my body figure it out. If nothign else i'll get some muscle/strength from doing sports movements at heavier bodyweight. Im no longer fixating on being a lean 85kg tho, think lean 90kg is a gooder goal. but my lift ratios have to improve considerably before im in a position to gain weight. For now, just stick to cleanish eating and get my lifts up. Will aim to get a paused BP of 5x5x100kg (hopefully a 120kg single or 2 big plates a side). And 5x5x150-160kg squat? not focusing on squats right now. my phsique will benefit more from upper body mass than low.
Kelepi Tanginoa
I'm curious to see that. Never saw anyone your weight do that with decent form. Haha
hah thanks m8.
how'd it go?
When I mentioned April being an especially bad month, it was because things were finally coming to an end with my mom. Her battle with CLL (Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia), which began in 2009, finally came to an end in 2017. I made a post about her on FB, so i'll keep this very short & take a different angle.
The Instagram Angle:
One reason I joined IG to begin with, was to post various photos of nature, the sky, our (my mom & I) dogs, food, and just a few running related pictures. Most of these pictures were for her. She could barely leave the house, could no longer see sunsets or go for walks with me & the dogs, could no longer go in the back yard and throw dog toys, could no longer eat as healthy as she wanted (salads, fruit -> risks & taste buds dying), and just couldn't be herself & enjoy life like she wanted too. So I often showed her photos that I took specifically for her & posted to my IG. I mean, my IG is a bit different than the rest of my online presence, in that it's just so much happier, bright, and hopeful, because I wanted her to still experience some of those things. For example, she absolutely loved it when I came back home from a dog walk, and showed her tons of photos of the sunset/sky. Many of those photos, I actually showed her when she was in the hospital; she was a regular.
So, that has nothing to do with IG but, it was just one of the mediums I used to post photos, many of which were intended for her. She actually liked this medium alot because there's just lots of beautiful photos, she just wanted to see positivity.
She also knew about many of my friends on this forum & elsewhere, you'd be surprised how much she knew & how much I shared with her.
Anyway, here's just a small collage of photos of her:
