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I've had a bunch of people tell me "I'm doing well" meaning "you got fat". Some even pointed to my belly. Why can't people just shut the fuck up and mind their own business. I personally do comments like these ONLY when they are positive like "hey you look bigger now" (knowing that the guy wants to look bigger), for example. But if someone gets fat or gets skinny due to factors in his life, I never ever comment. It's not my place to comment on that.

At worst, if the person brings it up saying "I'm depressed and I think I lost a lot of muscle" I'll be like "yeah you seem a big smaller, but not that much" and stuff like that.

I was getting inside a building next to where I live (4 story building), and as I was walking up some stairs, I met some gypsy guy that lives around that area, that I know ever since we were little and he came out with a knife to threaten a guy in the next building to mine's (this, in real life).

This is completely random, I go by him, I walk up the stairs, but then I find myself in a bus, on a road. So I'm with a group of kids, and we look out the window of the bus, and there's this big series of slides (park slides), there's about 10 next to one another. There's no space in between them (I think they were yellow). And they have different levels - they start at the top, slide down, have a rest portion where they're flat, then slide some more etc, in stages.

At each stage, randomly, there was a white dog, same race, the kind of dog that Andrew has/had (is he still alive, by the way?), and they were slaughtered. Blood everywhere. At random points in this multi-level/multi-numbered slide, there were all these white dogs slaughtered and blood on their fur and everywhere.

So we get down out of the bus, one girl pukes (she was a tall girl in jeans), and then we see in front of us kids at about 12 years old, throwing at us some white "fruits" (I don't know their name) that pop when you step on them. So one of the guys I was with pulls out a medieval shield to defend us from these beans/fruits that the kids throw at us. After ~10 seconds or so, the kids run out of them.

Then my guy, who was now a shaved-head boxer, gets the shield down and goes on to punch the 12 year old kids in the face, viciously.

I have this recurring drink

#freudianSlip.

Episode 9 was the best, IMO. After the Red Wedding.

I don't want to be an educated human being anymore. I want to be a blatantly stupid idiot, a savage retard, which should come naturally to me. No censorship whatsoever. Just pure stupidity and hatred. Yes, having hate is a problem because it means you still care about stuff, I have to find a way to undo this paradox. I will try to find a way towards that goal (unless having a goal means I still care about not caring... fuck... this is getting problematic).

Being nice doesn't matter. All the jerks out there are being appreciated, being nice is just "cute". Doesn't carry any weight whatsoever. At least saying disgraceful, hateful things generates some emotional response.

Anyway, fuck off, people!

I love that the monkey Green was posterized. I hate that piece of shit. Can't root for GSW while that monkey plays there.

Sang this and I really like it, one of my better recent karaokes, I think. But too a lot of effort, like full-body effort to maintain that high voice, lol. Really difficult.

<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HqHLnLLXIQM" target="_blank">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HqHLnLLXIQM</a>