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Politics, News, & SHeeT! / Re: Fuck The State
« on: May 30, 2020, 06:08:00 pm »
and to add insult to injury the department's official autopsy stated floyd died more from pre-existing conditions than suffocation etc.

that's them just trying to protect these piece of shit cops who clearly murdered this dude.

hold on let me go strangle anyone in the US and i'm pretty sure that ~60-70% of them will have hypertension, diabetes, heart disease, or some other "pre-existing condition". It wasn't me choking them, it was their pre-existing condition. Or i'll go to a bar and find some drunk person & strangle him. Ok i'm good i'll skate free, guy was drunk. Or i'll just go walk down the street and shoot a random black person in a hoodie, then i'll say i feared for my life, guy had his hand in his pocket.

that kind of insane logic only works when police are being protected.

that stuff is making people lose it.


god dammit.

Politics, News, & SHeeT! / Re: Fuck The State
« on: May 30, 2020, 06:01:16 pm »
I don't know if this is right, but is this the case of creating opportunities for evil to take place then complaining when it does.

When injustice takes place you are giving an excuse to evil who are waiting for an opportunity to use to support their evil agenda to commit crimes or developing the anger against people of the same group. Happens everywhere and the media is there to encite that flame to make it happen.
i. e injustice against black leading to an injust act taking place to a white,  killing of civilians in one country causing retaliation on an innocent civilian of that group's (soldiers, rebels) country, one religion fighting another religion and so on.

Its a back and forth struggle which bystanders or innocent people have to suffer, like the result of war when civilians are affected. The aim to restore balance that cannot be balanced when you have leaders or people of power who are swayed to one side. Therefore justic is unbalanced.

Solution? Correct use of unbiased media to aid in justice rather than trying to increase viewing numbers and spicey stories. Does this mean we also play a part in the process of justice, maybe if our voices are valued rather than silenced.

End of Rant. Too much conflict for fight for power, even in religious societies and organizational politics rears its ugly head in, who has more power, etc.

ya i think it all comes down to this old slogan: "no justice, no peace"

in the US we're at the "no peace" part. this whole country could implode for a while.

those cops who killed floyd should have not only been fired immediately, but should have been handcuffed and charged. The fact that none of those cops could simply say, "ok guys this is getting out of hand, let's get off him", is the problem. If any one of those guys spoke out like that during the incident, they'd be shunned for life in the department. These assholes are gang-like. If you do something like that, or report it, you become the target. So if you're one of the honorable ones, you risk ruining your career in law enforcement if you speak up - especially if you work in a department that has several low-key white supremacist fucks in powerful positions.

this is why Christopher Dorner flipped the fuck out years ago. This guy was one of the "honorable" ones. He spoke out against injustice (racist assaults) within the department, then they ruined his career/life. So after a few years of trying to get his career back, he completely lost it and started killing cops.

these departments need to be cleaned the fuck out.

any1 who wants to speak up but is unable/too scared, needs to be heard & they need to clean these corrupt departments out.

not ez tho.. law enforcement has been infiltrated for quite some time, by corrupt criminal fucks and/or white supremacist psychos.

but i guess that's why we're at this point right now.


Politics, News, & SHeeT! / Re: Fuck The State
« on: May 30, 2020, 05:49:20 pm »
man o man shit is really getting nuts.

for it to be as bad as it is right now in broad daylight.. looking like it could go absolutely apeshit tonight.

you have protesters, professional rioters (those portland folks know how to ramp it up), police assaulting folks + assaulting peaceful protestors, police being assaulted by rioters, national guard coming in, potentially police/non protestors trying to kick off destruction (breaking windows etc), shitstain 45 saying crazy shit (vicious dogs, once the looting starts the shooting starts) & basically fanning the flames of this thing..

all the while, we're in a covid19 pandemic.

this is definitely teetering on meltdown status..

one interesting thing throughout all of this so far.. is how "united" the protestors are. white/black/male/female/whatever, everyone supporting each other AGAINST the state/police.

ie, if these covert white supremacists (in law enforcement/domestic terrorism etc) are constantly trying to kick off a race war.. it's looking pretty united right now.

a good sign at least.

Politics, News, & SHeeT! / Re: Fuck The State
« on: May 30, 2020, 05:47:32 pm »
fuck the police, burn the whole system to the ground.

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and, to quote james baldwin: "I object to the term 'looters' because I wonder who is looting whom, would you define somebody who puts a cat where he is and takes all the money out of the ghetto where he makes it? Who is looting whom?"

saw that last night, always love coop+cornel.

preach cornel.

Politics, News, & SHeeT! / Re: Fuck The State
« on: May 30, 2020, 04:37:43 am »
Derek Chauvin has been arrested and charged with third degree murder and  manslaughter. His wife has left him as well.

He's now lost his job, his marriage and is facing spending years in prison (if convicted). Hopefully this serves as an example for other police officers and makes them think twice before conducting police brutality. The other 3 officers have lost their jobs but they should be ashamed of themselves for not rendering assistance and just standing by doing nothing!

"The world will not be destroyed by those who do evil, the world will be destroyed by those who watch them without doing anything" (Albert Einstein).

^^ great post. yup.

Politics, News, & SHeeT! / Re: coronavirus
« on: May 30, 2020, 02:55:06 am »

One in 10 coronavirus patients with diabetes died within the first seven days of hospitalization, and one in five needed a ventilator to breathe, according to a new study by French researchers.

Diabetes is one of the underlying health conditions that health experts believe put people at greater risk for developing more severe symptoms of Covid-19 and the study, published in the journal Diabetologia Thursday, seems to confirm this.


vert inflation, what else is new ;f

i don't trust any jump mat numbers.

and hardly anything passes my "eye test" lol.

you know a legit 35, 40, 45, 50 etc when you see one. massive changes in float every ~5".

Politics, News, & SHeeT! / Re: Fuck The State
« on: May 28, 2020, 09:40:27 pm »
easily one of the worst things i have ever seen.

straight murder.

(george floyd incident)

just ordered a bunch of seeds from johnnyseeds.. excited to grow some of those and see how those develop/produce etc.

this is what i got. would love to step up my bell/jalapeno production BIGTIME. so i'll be trying to grow a bunch of the varieties here, concurrently.

also, blue java banana propagation/repotting:

weekend harvest:

Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: ADARQ's journal
« on: May 26, 2020, 01:05:43 am »

bw = 138 -> alien mode coming
soreness = calves (left more so), hips slightly (left more so)

farm life yard work:
- 8 hours today
- nuts
- planting/repotting so much stuff .. man this stuff is a good workout. got in a solid "sled drag" with my 30 gallon blue java banana plant, LMFAO:

probably dragged that thing 30 yards total 8|

seemed decently heavy .. alot of dirt in there. apparently it's ~7.8 lb per gallon of dirt.. but then more wet (even up to 15 lb). I potted this thing when it was raining hard so... let's say 30 x 5-10 lb = 150 - 300 lb ? lmfao wtf.

all i know is it was heavy af.

now take that garbage can i filled up... that thing was insanely heavy. could barely move it at all.. it has wheels so i was able to inch worm it into the front yard.

hoping the garbage truck can lift it.... if not, got a little problem on my hands. lol.

anyway.. solid yard work strength workouts this weekend, funny but legit.

Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: Two Hands Two Feet
« on: May 26, 2020, 12:57:28 am »
damn weird about the knee.. hopefully it's just related to the "nutrition break down". it can be nuts how just a small of derailing diet can cause all kinds of weird (often phantom) stuff to surface. hopefully that's all it is.


Have you guys ever had that hamstring pain when you stretch your quads bringing your heels to butt but when the angle reaches 45 degrees hamstring contracts and stiffs and cramps and you dare not straight your legs as muscle is stiff and will cause more pain then iris until you slowly bend and straight till it goes. Gives me understanding of hamstring tear when sprinting.

So I quickly bring heel so my hams don't have to contract when going slow as hamstring has to stabilise legs when being raised slowly.

It is very tight and painful if I let my legs be bent any opening of the knees and hell breaks loose.

yup i've experienced that many times. for me, it seemed to happen when i had greater quad flexibility or forced the stretch too much, either way resulting in hamstrings/gastrocs coming in "too much" contact. almost like it just "cramps up" being in that position. the after effects could linger for a few days, or even a week or more.

i think for me, when that happened, it would tweak the "popliteus" muscle. Could be what's happening for you.. not good to tweak that muscle.. it can cause all kinds of issues and knee instability.

some weird chain of events could be happening, ie similar to what FDL said .. something contracting in that position and causing a problem.

pretty sure we're talking about the same thing.

i've been back on the no-stretching boat for the last 6 months, feel really good. plan to stay here.

be careful with it!


3 lb harvest:'s-journal/msg154031/#msg154031

ordered a few more plants also:
- papaya
- guava
- miracle fruit
- blueberry

was going to order some "disease resistant pepper seeds", but the company i was going to order from has some bad reviews. need to find bacterial leaf spot resistant hot/sweet pepper seeds. will research more tmw.

Progress Journals & Experimental Routines / Re: ADARQ's journal
« on: May 25, 2020, 02:59:22 am »

bw = 138
soreness = calves alot (left more so), quads slightly, hamstrings barely

- 6 hours of yard work
- not what i had planned.. started harvesting peppers and then got pissed at how much "bacterial leaf spot" i was seeing.. so threw out ~15 plants and moved ~10 into quarantine. fucking sux.
- will probably need to throw those out next week.. i also have to throw out the dirt & net pots. plastic pots i can re-use after i sterilize them a bit.
- some stressful stuff with farm life.. just hoping that i eventually figure it out and make it nice and smooth. love picking my own veggies.. hates dealing w/ pests and bacteria/fungal attackers.
- garbage can i filled up must have been 200-300 lb.. one of those enormous cans, packed with dirt/plans. could barely move it.. was a sled drag workout. had to be careful.

i think the bacterial leaf spot came from some "bonnie plants" transplants i bought. pretty much ALL of those plants have come down with it.. so they probably already had it. brutal.

plan is to just keep growing stuff form seed and get really good at keeping my stuff CLEAN.

3 lb harvest:

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