I decided to recycle myself back onto the list which means Im not in the academy anymore but i can go back whenever i want before my expiration date in 2016 or 2017. I've been waiting for this job for a long time and when it finally came, I wasn't all that thrilled about it. When I got to the academy and heard the real deal with it, the fact that I wanted to swing at my DI when i knew beforehand why they were doing what they were doing, I couldnt help but think what I would do to an inmate if they pissed me off that badly which would have lead to a massive lawsuit and prison time for sure. I pulled my groin back in march or so which was why I stopped squatting n deadlifting so I could rehab it. Well after going there and doing a million flutter kicks and bicycle crunches that pain is back and didn't feel it was worth fucking it up all of the way. Basically for now I weighed the good with the bad and it's just not what I want to do, be cooped up in a prison all day with murderers and rapists. I still have a few things in the works, I applied for a nuclear security job which pays better and wont have to deal with that shit, I'm still on the county CO list, city police department list, and a steel mill in my area that pays an ass load. I was also looking into getting back into college for the physical therapist assistant program.
Idk, I'm going to go workout and get my mind off of it.